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bopta ruins my plans of going to sleep...  he has bad timing

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so i should be studying for my chinese exam tomorow... but im here instead... dun feel like studying.. i feel more like sleeping... cuz i only slept 4 hours last due to SOMEBODY.. nah... j/k... but im definitely sleeping early tonite... by early i mean earlier than 1am...

this morning... i had the blessed opportunity to read the Bible together with alisa before class began... we read two chapters of genesis.. it was talking about Rebekah... and how she was the answer to the servant's prayer... and one thing that caught me.. was that how it said.. BEFORE the servant had finished praying.. rebekah came to get water from the well and said exactly what the servant had asked so that he would recognize which lady it was that the Lord had prepared for Isaac...

last nite's conversation was interesting and long.. 2 hours long.. hehe.. we talked about alot of random and interesting topics.. and people... im really bad at describing/explaining things... he likes to make fun of me for what i write on xanga... my "problems"... and oh yea... im still not over the fact that he's been working since 14! 14!!!!!!!

HI SOPHEA! MUCHO

i've been having problems sleeping the past few nites.. i wake up like 3-5 times a nite and i only sleep like 6 hrs per nite... i dunno why i wake.. there's no nitemare or anything.. i just wake up... and the time im awake during the nite is when im least tired.. so when i actually get up in the morning.. im dead tired.. every time i wake up.. i have a hard time falling back to sleep.. a few minutes feels like a hour.. i check my cell phone for the time everytime i wake up.. and its never wut i expect it to be... i try sleeping on the bus when i do ride the bus in the morning but the new bus driver never knows to turn the inside lights off so its sooo bright on the bus.. the bus driver doesnt know where to drop us off besides the fact that its at wootton.. he cant stop the bus properly either.. it like skids before it stops... and it can run us over if we were walkin towards the bus before it stops completely...

semester ends tomorow.. unofficially.. but its the last day of real class... my first exam is chinese all by itself.. but i have a project due forth period that i have neglected til now... i hate the new exam schedule.. its screwed up...

driver's ed is almost over.. just 6 more hours.. haha.. pizza and movie on friday...

i wanna go back to china... i say that every year.. but its the truth.. its just my parents never let me except like 2 years ago only cuz of my grandpa... someday i wanna go to beijing.. maybe '08..i can volunteer at the summer olympics.. now all i have to do is find connections to get in... whooee... it seems so far away.. but just 3 more years...

i needa be at some of those EXCITING wizards games... watching on tv doesnt do it justice... the finish today against the twolves... whoooo.... it was hottt... i also watched lebron james play.. the few times i watch other teams... his reverse dunk... whooo.. that thing was off the hook yo...

on a more spiritual note...

i think God's teaching me to do things with the right motives or just not do them at all... its so easy to convince ourselves of something totally absurd just so we wouldnt feel guilty about doing something with the wrong motive... you just make something up and make yourself believe it... i've done that alot... coming up with excuses as to why im doing certain things or going certain places... but then i'm convicted of my thoughts each time... and i pray that God will help me through and make the right choice